As I slowly reach my hands out to you
You turn and kick me
Not just physically
But with a verbal assault
My ribs bruised
My heart feeling the same
I thought we were closer
I thought that we were more than just joking
I thought that we had became friends
But yet
It was never real
I tell you the story’s
Some never heard
You brush them off
I vented to you
And you fled
I wanted a person to hug
But instead you punched me
And everything you told me
About us being friends
I realize now
It was never real
All the times we laughed
It was never with me
But at me
For I am a clown
A jester
And a laughing stock
All the jokes were at me
You called me a ******
I thought you had only been joking
But now
Now I realize
Those were never jokes
And every lie you fed me
And now
Now I see
It was never real for you
But it always was for me
Feb 15
Feb 15, 2026 at 3:39 AM UTC
As I slowly reach my hands out to you
You turn and kick me
Not just physically
But with a verbal assault
My ribs bruised
My heart feeling the same
I thought we were closer
I thought that we were more than just joking
I thought that we had became friends
But yet
It was never real
I tell you the story’s
Some never heard
You brush them off
I vented to you
And you fled
I wanted a person to hug
But instead you punched me
And everything you told me
About us being friends
I realize now
It was never real
All the times we laughed
It was never with me
But at me
For I am a clown
A jester
And a laughing stock
All the jokes were at me
You called me a ******
I thought you had only been joking
But now
Now I realize
Those were never jokes
And every lie you fed me
And now
Now I see
It was never real for you
But it always was for me
