Since the day I said it’s over
Some things went wrong in me,
Thoughts broke down from nothingness
I guess I will never be free.
Shall I do something about it?
When I don’t have the right to,
Indeed, our fate’s not in my hands
How will I be able to carry through?
My heart still can’t find itself
From the time I lost all control,
It’d been a rebel, ‘twas out of hand
Been cut and scarred and all.
I don’t know who I am now
I think I lost the real me,
When I was left all broken
I was drowned in toxicity.
My brain, it seems so drained
My vision’s blurred with emptiness,
Now I’m stuck in my own vanity
Failed to taste life’s happiness.
I see, it can never seem so real
Just as how it was carefully planned,
Life and fate succeeded in their deal
And now I don’t know where to stand.
Look in my eyes and see what’s flowing
Drops of fresh blood produced by pain,
It cannot stop, it just can’t bear
Taste of regret, a love in vain.
This is how my system works now
This world is my prison, my hands enchained,
No one would worry about such woebegone
I haven’t seen my tears; I wasn’t even pained.
Tell me, oh love, are you happy now?
Have you had enough of disdain?
Share it with me, I envy you so
‘Cause you only drive me insane.
My body freezes in bitter sweat
My heart finally grew icebound,
But my soul embarks an odd journey
Seems like it fails to touch my ground.
What has done to me I do not weep
Maybe I only deserve such,
But what I don’t understand very clearly
Guess I only loved too much.
Yes, I was stabbed in greatest delight
It was the best of the stories I can share,
And living in this cold, **** body
I guess I can no longer bear…
Feb 10, 2013
Feb 10, 2013 at 3:23 AM UTC
Since the day I said it’s over
Some things went wrong in me,
Thoughts broke down from nothingness
I guess I will never be free.
Shall I do something about it?
When I don’t have the right to,
Indeed, our fate’s not in my hands
How will I be able to carry through?
My heart still can’t find itself
From the time I lost all control,
It’d been a rebel, ‘twas out of hand
Been cut and scarred and all.
I don’t know who I am now
I think I lost the real me,
When I was left all broken
I was drowned in toxicity.
My brain, it seems so drained
My vision’s blurred with emptiness,
Now I’m stuck in my own vanity
Failed to taste life’s happiness.
I see, it can never seem so real
Just as how it was carefully planned,
Life and fate succeeded in their deal
And now I don’t know where to stand.
Look in my eyes and see what’s flowing
Drops of fresh blood produced by pain,
It cannot stop, it just can’t bear
Taste of regret, a love in vain.
This is how my system works now
This world is my prison, my hands enchained,
No one would worry about such woebegone
I haven’t seen my tears; I wasn’t even pained.
Tell me, oh love, are you happy now?
Have you had enough of disdain?
Share it with me, I envy you so
‘Cause you only drive me insane.
My body freezes in bitter sweat
My heart finally grew icebound,
But my soul embarks an odd journey
Seems like it fails to touch my ground.
What has done to me I do not weep
Maybe I only deserve such,
But what I don’t understand very clearly
Guess I only loved too much.
Yes, I was stabbed in greatest delight
It was the best of the stories I can share,
And living in this cold, **** body
I guess I can no longer bear…
