it all began
when you decided
to make me fall in love with you
and it made sense, because I liked you
and you liked me back
for all the senseless wisdom I had
you made me who I was afraid of
careless, and ready to give back
all the **** care I forgot
about this world
it never felt right, but it never felt wrong
i did not realize it until
everything fell apart
in a blink of an eye
I am a stranger to you
Do you know how does that feel?
ignored, when I thought
I was something special?
something you like? and
something you want?
haven't you i figured it out?
that i fell into a bottomless pit
no one and nothing
to even catch
my sorry as for me
haven't you figured it out?
that i fell for you
and it's your fault
but you left me, saying you love me
but then i was nothing to you
but i'm glad it's done
buried in the past
blurred in vision
you hurt me, dear
but I forgive you
for all I care,
I know you won't rot in hell,
but at least in my memories
*you'll regret, that once in your miserable life
you took me for granted*
Jan 2, 2014
Jan 2, 2014 at 6:17 AM UTC
it all began
when you decided
to make me fall in love with you
and it made sense, because I liked you
and you liked me back
for all the senseless wisdom I had
you made me who I was afraid of
careless, and ready to give back
all the **** care I forgot
about this world
it never felt right, but it never felt wrong
i did not realize it until
everything fell apart
in a blink of an eye
I am a stranger to you
Do you know how does that feel?
ignored, when I thought
I was something special?
something you like? and
something you want?
haven't you i figured it out?
that i fell into a bottomless pit
no one and nothing
to even catch
my sorry as for me
haven't you figured it out?
that i fell for you
and it's your fault
but you left me, saying you love me
but then i was nothing to you
but i'm glad it's done
buried in the past
blurred in vision
you hurt me, dear
but I forgive you
for all I care,
I know you won't rot in hell,
but at least in my memories
*you'll regret, that once in your miserable life
you took me for granted*
(he is real, and all of these were real) and I am glad to th bottom of my hear that now I know what it feels to totally mean everything to a person and one day nothing. At least, I've learned.
I mean, no hard feelings but, i wanted to let it our for once. even just here.
