Although golden hour,
mornings are the hardest.
While listening to rain fall
I ruminate
about mistakes
made from textures of my past.
In the background, pain and doubt.
My own voice I hear loudest,
Sitting,
I feel the muscle of my
heart contract and relax.
I inhale,
exhale.
ah, I found the gap.
Pause.
Repeat.
“There is only today.”
my inner-voice whispers
to me.
Whispering back;
,
“I know”....
“I’m not done...”
Forever filling in old cracks
of a broken heart
with new material.
At last, or eventually,
no longer a gaping hole.
Apr 17
Apr 17, 2026 at 3:45 PM UTC
Although golden hour,
mornings are the hardest.
While listening to rain fall
I ruminate
about mistakes
made from textures of my past.
In the background, pain and doubt.
My own voice I hear loudest,
Sitting,
I feel the muscle of my
heart contract and relax.
I inhale,
exhale.
ah, I found the gap.
Pause.
Repeat.
“There is only today.”
my inner-voice whispers
to me.
Whispering back;
,
“I know”....
“I’m not done...”
Forever filling in old cracks
of a broken heart
with new material.
At last, or eventually,
no longer a gaping hole.
