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I grew up Lonely Looking at the stars Hoping Wishing That Destiny Love Was real I grew up Being used Broken Hurt Learning Watching Knowing Love isn't real Destiny isn't the Deal All i could ever do Is feel I felt so much I felt love I felt sadness And despair Having dreams Of the future And everywhere I would call my mom everyday And cry Ask her why Why Why Does nobody love me Does nobody like Me? I watch everyone around me Split up Yell, fight Prove my darkest theories Right I stopped believing in love Stopped believing in those stars Above They twinkled beautifully But they were never to be For me I didn't see destiny In anybody I felt the cruelty of life As sharp as a knife Or sword Trying to believe In god In a godless world Found myself in this nameless Town Found myself Fooling around Drinking day and Night Sleeping With heavy Frights My sister left And i was unbearably alone Nobody to call Home I knew it was Me And me Alone I knew I came From a broken Home Only to find All my pieces Have been lost And thrown Found a job I became a waitress I reclaimed my place To fit I wanted to make it Make what? Make money Make proof I was somebody Still I was desperately lonely Didn't know Anybody Didn't know Anything Didn't believe in Hope Didn't believe In anyone I looked up To Anymore Life became A Chore A bandana walked by A bandana made me laugh Til i cried He asked me my name Told me my pigtails Were nice A moment Of life Stuck to my brain My first day at the bar I had come so far Not knowing This place would heal most all My scars We talked We bonded You liked whose line And comedy And i liked looking at you And smiling I poured you a drink most nights We laugh And at work we'd fight You were mean and scary Always yelling I stayed away from you Yet something drew me Closer You talked about ******* Other ******* at parties I got jealous And angry Called my mom Stopped myself From speaking bombs I calmed myself What the hell was going On? I didn't feel I belonged anywhere All my hopes were gone And i was bluer than any Blues song Could sing I had been through the ring Er Losing sanity Losing life God i tried to **** myself With a kitchen knife But when i was around you I felt alright The strings pulled us Tight Tight Tighter Til we both felt Lighter Lighters And cigarettes Smoke And no regrets We flirted Every one of those early days I cannot forget Spiders Numbers Spaghetti Turning you down Jokes And pranks Drunken nights Drunken texts Waiting for you To return my Desperate Text Bbq sauce And tiddies Green beans No you Not me And do you want a bug? I remember it all like the warmest hug Remember who i was And who you were How the thought of right now Never ever occurred To either of us You were afraid of love So was I Terrified Mortified But something in me Couldn't go Couldn't leave Against every logic No matter if we were toxic I cried in your bed for hours For an entire night After our biggest fight You didn't want to be mine It was time It was time I was gonna go Something kept me So I never felt stupid Or wrong For staying I felt right where i belonged Never draining You stayed by my side You said the wrong words At the right times Your actions screamed Your words were mean But not as they seamed Behind a smoke of green They were clean Honest Breathtaking You are not as selfish As you wanted to be You claim you are selfish But to me You are the most unselfish Of anybody In history The way you care for me Toast And spaghettios Talking backwards And silly ghosts I stole your coat In October It's always in October The moon rolled over Blushing From us Wanting to be Like us Chocolate on Valentine's You wanted to be mine But denied Pinky promises And pink hoodies Narwhal pants And a purple shirt as a gift You didn't know I had never seen gifts when It snowed I had never seen chocolate In a red Glow My lonely nights Were so far gone By the time 9 months Had gone My tears in the night Holding back The knife Crying To my Mother Became A different being A living Breathing Love scene Now all my mom heard Was bandanas And blush I had The biggest crush My nights knew Texting you And laughing til Dawn The knife Long since Been gone I moved on From everywhere I didn't belong Because you You Were my home You are my home You know People fear losing the spark In a relationship But we fit We fit So well 7 years And we are still Falling in love Crying on each other Learning more about One another Everyday I can't wait To see What'll be Between you And me Everyday Is happy Every night Is Sappy You are warm And bright You are My delicate Moonlight My strong Beautiful Green forest Know this I didn't believe in destiny And you don't believe in god You didn't believe in love Or marriage And i lied Because i never did Either Not since i grew up And saw all the terrible Lies and weather Of love Destiny was another lie From above A string found us And tied around Like a glove A string of Gold A string of Rose blush What started as Crazy drunken love Became destiny Souls Miracles Marriage And the deepest Love Two people who Feared it the most Two people who gave up The ghost Denied love Denied a soul Destiny was something Bitter and cold Looking into your green eyes Your bushy brows I can never doubt I believe more Than ever now Our souls are intertwined By a ripe beautiful Vine I'm yours And you Are mine If god is real He is surely Kind Tying us together A beautiful Glistening Bind Those 9 months These seven years Are everything I begged And begged To be mine I can see the future I can see energy And the stars twinkling And now I know They do twinkle For you And me Now I believe In our Destiny Ever since you told Me Late at night On that couch Pinkies out We were destined We were meant to be I had never heard something so real Something So ******* Sweet Thanks for making the stars Shine brightly again Just for me ❤️
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May 8
May 8, 2026 at 6:06 PM UTC
Star shaped destiny
I grew up Lonely Looking at the stars Hoping Wishing That Destiny Love Was real I grew up Being used Broken Hurt Learning Watching Knowing Love isn't real Destiny isn't the Deal All i could ever do Is feel I felt so much I felt love I felt sadness And despair Having dreams Of the future And everywhere I would call my mom everyday And cry Ask her why Why Why Does nobody love me Does nobody like Me? I watch everyone around me Split up Yell, fight Prove my darkest theories Right I stopped believing in love Stopped believing in those stars Above They twinkled beautifully But they were never to be For me I didn't see destiny In anybody I felt the cruelty of life As sharp as a knife Or sword Trying to believe In god In a godless world Found myself in this nameless Town Found myself Fooling around Drinking day and Night Sleeping With heavy Frights My sister left And i was unbearably alone Nobody to call Home I knew it was Me And me Alone I knew I came From a broken Home Only to find All my pieces Have been lost And thrown Found a job I became a waitress I reclaimed my place To fit I wanted to make it Make what? Make money Make proof I was somebody Still I was desperately lonely Didn't know Anybody Didn't know Anything Didn't believe in Hope Didn't believe In anyone I looked up To Anymore Life became A Chore A bandana walked by A bandana made me laugh Til i cried He asked me my name Told me my pigtails Were nice A moment Of life Stuck to my brain My first day at the bar I had come so far Not knowing This place would heal most all My scars We talked We bonded You liked whose line And comedy And i liked looking at you And smiling I poured you a drink most nights We laugh And at work we'd fight You were mean and scary Always yelling I stayed away from you Yet something drew me Closer You talked about ******* Other ******* at parties I got jealous And angry Called my mom Stopped myself From speaking bombs I calmed myself What the hell was going On? I didn't feel I belonged anywhere All my hopes were gone And i was bluer than any Blues song Could sing I had been through the ring Er Losing sanity Losing life God i tried to **** myself With a kitchen knife But when i was around you I felt alright The strings pulled us Tight Tight Tighter Til we both felt Lighter Lighters And cigarettes Smoke And no regrets We flirted Every one of those early days I cannot forget Spiders Numbers Spaghetti Turning you down Jokes And pranks Drunken nights Drunken texts Waiting for you To return my Desperate Text Bbq sauce And tiddies Green beans No you Not me And do you want a bug? I remember it all like the warmest hug Remember who i was And who you were How the thought of right now Never ever occurred To either of us You were afraid of love So was I Terrified Mortified But something in me Couldn't go Couldn't leave Against every logic No matter if we were toxic I cried in your bed for hours For an entire night After our biggest fight You didn't want to be mine It was time It was time I was gonna go Something kept me So I never felt stupid Or wrong For staying I felt right where i belonged Never draining You stayed by my side You said the wrong words At the right times Your actions screamed Your words were mean But not as they seamed Behind a smoke of green They were clean Honest Breathtaking You are not as selfish As you wanted to be You claim you are selfish But to me You are the most unselfish Of anybody In history The way you care for me Toast And spaghettios Talking backwards And silly ghosts I stole your coat In October It's always in October The moon rolled over Blushing From us Wanting to be Like us Chocolate on Valentine's You wanted to be mine But denied Pinky promises And pink hoodies Narwhal pants And a purple shirt as a gift You didn't know I had never seen gifts when It snowed I had never seen chocolate In a red Glow My lonely nights Were so far gone By the time 9 months Had gone My tears in the night Holding back The knife Crying To my Mother Became A different being A living Breathing Love scene Now all my mom heard Was bandanas And blush I had The biggest crush My nights knew Texting you And laughing til Dawn The knife Long since Been gone I moved on From everywhere I didn't belong Because you You Were my home You are my home You know People fear losing the spark In a relationship But we fit We fit So well 7 years And we are still Falling in love Crying on each other Learning more about One another Everyday I can't wait To see What'll be Between you And me Everyday Is happy Every night Is Sappy You are warm And bright You are My delicate Moonlight My strong Beautiful Green forest Know this I didn't believe in destiny And you don't believe in god You didn't believe in love Or marriage And i lied Because i never did Either Not since i grew up And saw all the terrible Lies and weather Of love Destiny was another lie From above A string found us And tied around Like a glove A string of Gold A string of Rose blush What started as Crazy drunken love Became destiny Souls Miracles Marriage And the deepest Love Two people who Feared it the most Two people who gave up The ghost Denied love Denied a soul Destiny was something Bitter and cold Looking into your green eyes Your bushy brows I can never doubt I believe more Than ever now Our souls are intertwined By a ripe beautiful Vine I'm yours And you Are mine If god is real He is surely Kind Tying us together A beautiful Glistening Bind Those 9 months These seven years Are everything I begged And begged To be mine I can see the future I can see energy And the stars twinkling And now I know They do twinkle For you And me Now I believe In our Destiny Ever since you told Me Late at night On that couch Pinkies out We were destined We were meant to be I had never heard something so real Something So ******* Sweet Thanks for making the stars Shine brightly again Just for me ❤️
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May 8
May 8, 2026 at 6:06 PM UTC
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