Another day
The sun hangs high in the West
The clock says 3 pm
It happened again.
Up until 5 am I was fine.
But darkness overtook me into a far away land.
One I knew far too well.
As I lay on my sick cot for another hour, I feel the disappointments crawling on my legs.
Maybe I should bloodlet again, just like the doctor told me.
Bloodstained tissues litter the floor.
Clean surgical knife on the nightstand.
A medical remedy for a disease of one name: heartbreak.
I tried social distancing.
I tried making amends.
And I failed.
Grief so strong it breaks me.
Distance so great it seems I'll never be able to get over it.
Ever since I learned they hated me.
I couldn't stop thinking about them.
The memories we shared.
The laughter.
The hugging.
The kisses.
All of it, gone in a sentence.
It's all my fault.
And ever since I felt like I left them to rot,
I began to hate myself for it.
Apr 10
Apr 10, 2026 at 5:26 PM UTC
Another day
The sun hangs high in the West
The clock says 3 pm
It happened again.
Up until 5 am I was fine.
But darkness overtook me into a far away land.
One I knew far too well.
As I lay on my sick cot for another hour, I feel the disappointments crawling on my legs.
Maybe I should bloodlet again, just like the doctor told me.
Bloodstained tissues litter the floor.
Clean surgical knife on the nightstand.
A medical remedy for a disease of one name: heartbreak.
I tried social distancing.
I tried making amends.
And I failed.
Grief so strong it breaks me.
Distance so great it seems I'll never be able to get over it.
Ever since I learned they hated me.
I couldn't stop thinking about them.
The memories we shared.
The laughter.
The hugging.
The kisses.
All of it, gone in a sentence.
It's all my fault.
And ever since I felt like I left them to rot,
I began to hate myself for it.
uh I went through a breakup about 4 months ago and I'm still not over it help
