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Once again, I wake in the morning and before i even take my first breath i text you, you get mad if i'm late. Once again, I tell you what im gonna wear so you can approve it wouldnt want anyone hitting on me. now would we? Once again, i head to school, and i'm finally free from the tyrant that controls me Once again, school ends i go straight home no friends allowed they dont like you. Once again, I'm home late accusations fly Another boy Another smoke Another life Once again, i take it accepting each blow Knowing the fight isnt worth it Once again, You calm down tell me you love me you went to far Once again, I'll accept it repeating the word love though its meaning is twisted and faded Once again, you'll say you need me and i'll refuse And Once again, youll threaten saying if i dont please you you'll find someone who will and i'll refuse But Once again, You'll guilt trip me, i need to make up for the fight it was my fault please babe i love you Once again, I'll sucumb trading photos for conveyd love. and after all is said and done Once again, you'll change me demanding i grow out my hair lose a few pounds and do my makeup Once again, i'll agree obviously hurt tears in my voice Once again, you'll leave for hours watching a movie though i heard her voice. Once again i'll cry knowing you dont care and talk to someone who takes the time to listen Once again, i'm told to dump you they say i've changed you control me i'm just your game. Once again, you read the messages tell me i cant see them yell at them pretending to be me Once again we were up till midnight fighting Once again, you blamed me for everything. Once again, i'm still up because the stress of pleasing you is taking its toll Once again, i'm forced to meet your ridiculous standards Once again, you guilt tripped me into submission Once again, i'm doubting us Once again, i'm considering leaving Once again, i'll forgive you Once again, ill take you back Once again, youll fill my mind with hollow apologies and broken promises. Once again, i'll fall into a dreamless sleep Once again, the routine will start over in the morning.
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May 28, 2014
May 28, 2014 at 12:14 PM UTC
Once Again
Once again, I wake in the morning and before i even take my first breath i text you, you get mad if i'm late. Once again, I tell you what im gonna wear so you can approve it wouldnt want anyone hitting on me. now would we? Once again, i head to school, and i'm finally free from the tyrant that controls me Once again, school ends i go straight home no friends allowed they dont like you. Once again, I'm home late accusations fly Another boy Another smoke Another life Once again, i take it accepting each blow Knowing the fight isnt worth it Once again, You calm down tell me you love me you went to far Once again, I'll accept it repeating the word love though its meaning is twisted and faded Once again, you'll say you need me and i'll refuse And Once again, youll threaten saying if i dont please you you'll find someone who will and i'll refuse But Once again, You'll guilt trip me, i need to make up for the fight it was my fault please babe i love you Once again, I'll sucumb trading photos for conveyd love. and after all is said and done Once again, you'll change me demanding i grow out my hair lose a few pounds and do my makeup Once again, i'll agree obviously hurt tears in my voice Once again, you'll leave for hours watching a movie though i heard her voice. Once again i'll cry knowing you dont care and talk to someone who takes the time to listen Once again, i'm told to dump you they say i've changed you control me i'm just your game. Once again, you read the messages tell me i cant see them yell at them pretending to be me Once again we were up till midnight fighting Once again, you blamed me for everything. Once again, i'm still up because the stress of pleasing you is taking its toll Once again, i'm forced to meet your ridiculous standards Once again, you guilt tripped me into submission Once again, i'm doubting us Once again, i'm considering leaving Once again, i'll forgive you Once again, ill take you back Once again, youll fill my mind with hollow apologies and broken promises. Once again, i'll fall into a dreamless sleep Once again, the routine will start over in the morning.
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Xander-King
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Xander-King
21/Non-binary
May 28, 2014
May 28, 2014 at 12:14 PM UTC
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