Title: ******* not lazy! Something– not lazy.
“Only weak people have depression,
only weak people have anxiety,
only weak people have ADHD,
you look normal, not autistic– ”
“Are you stupid?
Can you not work with yourself?
Just get up and do it.We’re all sad– “
Do you sit in a classroom full of people,
and think you will die?
I won’t.
It feels like l will.
There is war in my head.
Do you lie in bed in the morning,
and think sure why not… ?
I lie there–
Why not?
There is no point, in my head.
Do you check the route to the party,
and plan for tragedy?
I am prepared.
I’m gonna throw up.
There is no health problem, but in my head.
I feel weak, I do it anyway.
I throw up, I show up anyway.
I know there is no point, but I go–
Sometimes I don’t.
A mechanic cranking gears in their own head.
It’s not weak– I’m not weak.
I don’t want to think I’m weak!
5d ago
May 29, 2026 at 12:25 PM UTC
Title: ******* not lazy! Something– not lazy.
“Only weak people have depression,
only weak people have anxiety,
only weak people have ADHD,
you look normal, not autistic– ”
“Are you stupid?
Can you not work with yourself?
Just get up and do it.We’re all sad– “
Do you sit in a classroom full of people,
and think you will die?
I won’t.
It feels like l will.
There is war in my head.
Do you lie in bed in the morning,
and think sure why not… ?
I lie there–
Why not?
There is no point, in my head.
Do you check the route to the party,
and plan for tragedy?
I am prepared.
I’m gonna throw up.
There is no health problem, but in my head.
I feel weak, I do it anyway.
I throw up, I show up anyway.
I know there is no point, but I go–
Sometimes I don’t.
A mechanic cranking gears in their own head.
It’s not weak– I’m not weak.
I don’t want to think I’m weak!