Cut deep
Trying to reach my soul
Trying to cut out the pain
the hatred
the disgust
Why can't I cut deep enough?
What the **** is wrong with this blade?
It won't reach far enough
deep enough
All I see is blood
All I see is red
Cutting over scars
Creating new scars
But they won't touch the pain
All there is is a trickle of blood
not my soul
that has disappeared
What the hell?
Why can't I reach it?
Is it so lost, so far hidden in the dark recesses of my mind?
I want to destroy it
I want to gauge it out with the tip of my blade
I want it to die
For if it dies so does my pain
my disgust
my dirtiness
the horror and pain and nightmares
and me
If it dies so will I
Jun 3, 2012
Jun 3, 2012 at 3:03 AM UTC
Cut deep
Trying to reach my soul
Trying to cut out the pain
the hatred
the disgust
Why can't I cut deep enough?
What the **** is wrong with this blade?
It won't reach far enough
deep enough
All I see is blood
All I see is red
Cutting over scars
Creating new scars
But they won't touch the pain
All there is is a trickle of blood
not my soul
that has disappeared
What the hell?
Why can't I reach it?
Is it so lost, so far hidden in the dark recesses of my mind?
I want to destroy it
I want to gauge it out with the tip of my blade
I want it to die
For if it dies so does my pain
my disgust
my dirtiness
the horror and pain and nightmares
and me
If it dies so will I
