friendship bracelets and long sleeves,
choking down rice cakes and diet coke,
pinning Victoria's Secret models to my wall and
keeping a tape measure at my bedside,
trying tips from Tumblr,
cold showers,
apple cider vinegar,
copious amounts of coffee
(black, obviously).
wondering why i'm shivering in the southern heat and
feeling proud of it anyway.
when i was 11
i spent an entire weekend pacing
around the backyard
pretending all i had to do was survive
on as little as possible.
living off pond water,
i chopped salads of dead leaves and
whisked red clay into something sweet.
i built a home of twigs and bed of mulch.
i let my body sink into the earth,
bones melting into roots and
skin into the ridges of the forest floor.
caught at the cross road of brittle blue nails and
softened angles,
all i knew was emptiness
and it felt like i was finally beautiful.
Oct 18, 2024
Oct 18, 2024 at 9:42 AM UTC
friendship bracelets and long sleeves,
choking down rice cakes and diet coke,
pinning Victoria's Secret models to my wall and
keeping a tape measure at my bedside,
trying tips from Tumblr,
cold showers,
apple cider vinegar,
copious amounts of coffee
(black, obviously).
wondering why i'm shivering in the southern heat and
feeling proud of it anyway.
when i was 11
i spent an entire weekend pacing
around the backyard
pretending all i had to do was survive
on as little as possible.
living off pond water,
i chopped salads of dead leaves and
whisked red clay into something sweet.
i built a home of twigs and bed of mulch.
i let my body sink into the earth,
bones melting into roots and
skin into the ridges of the forest floor.
caught at the cross road of brittle blue nails and
softened angles,
all i knew was emptiness
and it felt like i was finally beautiful.
