I had become what most yearn for.
Anyone can want what they truly do not understand .
You never know you like something until you finally get a taste for what it truly is .
My plate is full these days .
Every line has a direction and it becomes more mechanical by the second.
People laugh at me less .
Some envy .
Fools often hate what they themselves could never do.
They think what I forged in fire somehow was handed from the Heavens.
The tattered edges now refined .
It took a toxic environment and a lust for its release.
I didn't cheat my self indulgence .
But I **** sure scammed myself about happiness.
I worked for this plain and simple.
I stayed around till I had proven a fluke is one thing I wasn't.
If your waiting for a encore .
You have to let me finish first .