the feminine body, the feminine aura
was glorious. and she wanted to be glorious.
she could see it real in her mind's eye,
feel it there in her body's soul.
the slope of Her spine as She arches Her back
the curve of Her hips
the softness of Her touch...
and men...
well, she never did see men as glorious.
never could, it wasn't so.
there was a certain admiration, she supposed,
one could hold
for their figure,
the magnificence of the human body.
but that gloriousness,
the kind found in the tenderness of Her kiss,
in the strength of Her self,
that, they lacked.
so that's not why she envied them,
but envy she did.
the way their clothes fit,
the way they could move,
the way she could not.
they held convenience, she guessed.
she guessed.
is that what she wanted?
just a body so convenient?
the body of Woman
still surely was not
surely it was not
surely not on her.
it was imperfect on her,
its beauty dimmed down.
a costume ill-fitted that she couldn't tear off.
and convenient masculinity
a disguise too well made,
an impression ill-suited that wouldn't wear off.
she was wrong, she was wrong!
boy, girl, what?
was she wrong?
she wanted to be beautiful!
it was Woman she admired.
she was not, they called her "boy"
but of that role, she'd long tired.
help!
what happens if you never find a place to stick?
acutely aware
that nothing will ever fit
someone, please, make a box
and shove her into it.
Nov 13, 2018
Nov 13, 2018 at 1:26 PM UTC
the feminine body, the feminine aura
was glorious. and she wanted to be glorious.
she could see it real in her mind's eye,
feel it there in her body's soul.
the slope of Her spine as She arches Her back
the curve of Her hips
the softness of Her touch...
and men...
well, she never did see men as glorious.
never could, it wasn't so.
there was a certain admiration, she supposed,
one could hold
for their figure,
the magnificence of the human body.
but that gloriousness,
the kind found in the tenderness of Her kiss,
in the strength of Her self,
that, they lacked.
so that's not why she envied them,
but envy she did.
the way their clothes fit,
the way they could move,
the way she could not.
they held convenience, she guessed.
she guessed.
is that what she wanted?
just a body so convenient?
the body of Woman
still surely was not
surely it was not
surely not on her.
it was imperfect on her,
its beauty dimmed down.
a costume ill-fitted that she couldn't tear off.
and convenient masculinity
a disguise too well made,
an impression ill-suited that wouldn't wear off.
she was wrong, she was wrong!
boy, girl, what?
was she wrong?
she wanted to be beautiful!
it was Woman she admired.
she was not, they called her "boy"
but of that role, she'd long tired.
help!
what happens if you never find a place to stick?
acutely aware
that nothing will ever fit
someone, please, make a box
and shove her into it.
agahdjfasdfaskks
some ******** abt what the **** i feel abt my gender and how i look n **** tl;dr, ****** hate myself and dont know anything .
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