our lives stopped in October
with the brain tumor
(that wasn't even ours)
and now there's a calendar
and piles of things
all stuck in October
while our real selves are in spring
or is it our fake selves
gone on before us
with the impossible feeling that we
will never catch up
still here in October
and the flowers are blooming
the April showers
bringing May flowers
to October.
in October he died
though his body lingered on
his meanness and vanity too
but there was never home again
no corn from the garden
no last buck to bring down
everything that should be
died just before fall
though life continued to gasp
through Christmas, into winter
half-life, half-stopped, desperate
and breaking
since October.
Jul 21, 2019
Jul 21, 2019 at 9:02 PM UTC
our lives stopped in October
with the brain tumor
(that wasn't even ours)
and now there's a calendar
and piles of things
all stuck in October
while our real selves are in spring
or is it our fake selves
gone on before us
with the impossible feeling that we
will never catch up
still here in October
and the flowers are blooming
the April showers
bringing May flowers
to October.
in October he died
though his body lingered on
his meanness and vanity too
but there was never home again
no corn from the garden
no last buck to bring down
everything that should be
died just before fall
though life continued to gasp
through Christmas, into winter
half-life, half-stopped, desperate
and breaking
since October.
