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I cannot explain The dullness that has invaded My tired brain. I don't know why I don't want to try To do the things I know I should. I can't be bothered With questions about The future About the world around me Because finding the answers Requires much more energy Than I have to offer. How do I learn How do I grow With this incessant Low hum Ringing throughout my body? There's no ignoring it. I'm a slave To my unnecessary pain. And I hate being too weak Too busy Too apathetic To fight this depression. All I can do is laugh And keep pushing, Hoping that one day I will wake up with the power To do something about The sadness that keeps me From everything I have yet to reach. For now, I'm so sorry That my anxiety And my sadness Make me stagnant In the face of truth. I'm so sorry That I feel the need to Appologize for the way I am. But the way I am Is not the way I want to be.
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Jan 3, 2017
Jan 3, 2017 at 5:53 PM UTC
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I cannot explain The dullness that has invaded My tired brain. I don't know why I don't want to try To do the things I know I should. I can't be bothered With questions about The future About the world around me Because finding the answers Requires much more energy Than I have to offer. How do I learn How do I grow With this incessant Low hum Ringing throughout my body? There's no ignoring it. I'm a slave To my unnecessary pain. And I hate being too weak Too busy Too apathetic To fight this depression. All I can do is laugh And keep pushing, Hoping that one day I will wake up with the power To do something about The sadness that keeps me From everything I have yet to reach. For now, I'm so sorry That my anxiety And my sadness Make me stagnant In the face of truth. I'm so sorry That I feel the need to Appologize for the way I am. But the way I am Is not the way I want to be.
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Jan 3, 2017
Jan 3, 2017 at 5:53 PM UTC
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