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I use to be happy. I wanna be happY again. I still need someone to talk to; But that's my problem.  I need people to make me happy. But then I get so attached and comfortable that my happiness is based on other people. Its like I've been alone so long that when I find someone that gives me attention,  I get so attached to the point where I crave their attention. It's like I'm not happy unless I get it. I don't wanna be weird. I don't wann be clingy. I don't wanna depend on anyone for my happiness.  I wish it would stop. I really do. But its not my fault.  I may be able to stop it but it would be hard. Be if I can stop it, wouldn't it actually be my fault?
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Feb 7, 2015
Feb 7, 2015 at 9:46 PM UTC
is it my fault?
I use to be happy. I wanna be happY again. I still need someone to talk to; But that's my problem.  I need people to make me happy. But then I get so attached and comfortable that my happiness is based on other people. Its like I've been alone so long that when I find someone that gives me attention,  I get so attached to the point where I crave their attention. It's like I'm not happy unless I get it. I don't wanna be weird. I don't wann be clingy. I don't wanna depend on anyone for my happiness.  I wish it would stop. I really do. But its not my fault.  I may be able to stop it but it would be hard. Be if I can stop it, wouldn't it actually be my fault?
kevy-almighty
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Feb 7, 2015
Feb 7, 2015 at 9:46 PM UTC
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