I am the vengeance,
never received.
I am a walking fistfight
that never was.
It is staggering
how much rage
can be carried
on one’s back.
I am every raised voice,
every clenched fist,
the howl of every
harsh wind.
I am every book that
I’ve never read.
I am every song that
I’ve never heard.
All I want to do
is bleed ink
until I’m dead.
Bleeding black ink,
a written hemorrhage,
a shovelful of dirt
flung onto my own
casket.
I don’t want to be well-adjusted.
(What the hell does that even mean?)
I am all the slammed doors
in the apartment complex.
I am a papercut on the tongue.
(The letter sits unsent.)
***
- JBClaywell
© P&ZPublications; 2017
Feb 12, 2017
Feb 12, 2017 at 8:30 PM UTC
I am the vengeance,
never received.
I am a walking fistfight
that never was.
It is staggering
how much rage
can be carried
on one’s back.
I am every raised voice,
every clenched fist,
the howl of every
harsh wind.
I am every book that
I’ve never read.
I am every song that
I’ve never heard.
All I want to do
is bleed ink
until I’m dead.
Bleeding black ink,
a written hemorrhage,
a shovelful of dirt
flung onto my own
casket.
I don’t want to be well-adjusted.
(What the hell does that even mean?)
I am all the slammed doors
in the apartment complex.
I am a papercut on the tongue.
(The letter sits unsent.)
***
- JBClaywell
© P&ZPublications; 2017
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