My eyes overflow together,
Battling tense desert weather.
With no place for empathy,
I'm lost in dunes everlastingly.
Sand that drags out the air,
Seeps into skin-tears.
By a trusted source;
I was used as short-course.
Against my own will,
I was abused - defiled.
When everyone went mute,
Because it wasn't true.
The lie is... my name,
for miles in the sand.
As time blows fiercely,
It erodes my harmony.
Telling me I should stay quiet,
Dry, in riverbeds of unrest.
Erasing the wet shame,
That keeps me at blame.
When the palm trees,
Consumed my self-esteem.
My Insides were torn;
I, deserted a *****
(Why did it happen?)
{In heat that sears filled hearts,
I wish to never be split apart.
Not for palms that "shade",
Or words that dismiss and fade}
Exhausted by a trail of tears,
Life can still stem from fear.
From the end of the path,
A final place for wrath.
Appeared in a hole -
With no real goal.
But to drown quietly,
Outside the reach of peace.
One drink that stings,
Drew a map on me.
Already tired,
I choose to flee.
(A fragile memory...)
Though a hand held me back,
Of a time I was not sapped.
Younger and livelier,
I loved myself with fire.
Passing the days in unfret,
Uneeding to keep rest.
Ignorance embraced me,
Holding me kindly.
Yet, a tempest approached
Accusing me for reproach.
Threatening everything,
Until... I lost everything...
An empty fool, where could I go?
Dust hid each of my blows.
Concealing a game taught too well,
So that I wore a shell to help.
(Why?)
[Remember the moments,
There was no torment]
[You're name is pure;
It is the cure]
[Love as you were not loved,
I want you too]
One more drink seems gratifying,
But, I think it's not worth trying.
The past fettered every breath,
A reminder of uneven breaths.
Pinning me on the walls,
That were far too tall.
Silence in favor of the dust,
That choked me while it ******
-
My Oasis is clear.
It enters my ears.
As life slowly appears,
I have nothing else to fear.
- Once more
[The spring has healed]
Dec 31, 2025
Dec 31, 2025 at 3:31 AM UTC
My eyes overflow together,
Battling tense desert weather.
With no place for empathy,
I'm lost in dunes everlastingly.
Sand that drags out the air,
Seeps into skin-tears.
By a trusted source;
I was used as short-course.
Against my own will,
I was abused - defiled.
When everyone went mute,
Because it wasn't true.
The lie is... my name,
for miles in the sand.
As time blows fiercely,
It erodes my harmony.
Telling me I should stay quiet,
Dry, in riverbeds of unrest.
Erasing the wet shame,
That keeps me at blame.
When the palm trees,
Consumed my self-esteem.
My Insides were torn;
I, deserted a *****
(Why did it happen?)
{In heat that sears filled hearts,
I wish to never be split apart.
Not for palms that "shade",
Or words that dismiss and fade}
Exhausted by a trail of tears,
Life can still stem from fear.
From the end of the path,
A final place for wrath.
Appeared in a hole -
With no real goal.
But to drown quietly,
Outside the reach of peace.
One drink that stings,
Drew a map on me.
Already tired,
I choose to flee.
(A fragile memory...)
Though a hand held me back,
Of a time I was not sapped.
Younger and livelier,
I loved myself with fire.
Passing the days in unfret,
Uneeding to keep rest.
Ignorance embraced me,
Holding me kindly.
Yet, a tempest approached
Accusing me for reproach.
Threatening everything,
Until... I lost everything...
An empty fool, where could I go?
Dust hid each of my blows.
Concealing a game taught too well,
So that I wore a shell to help.
(Why?)
[Remember the moments,
There was no torment]
[You're name is pure;
It is the cure]
[Love as you were not loved,
I want you too]
One more drink seems gratifying,
But, I think it's not worth trying.
The past fettered every breath,
A reminder of uneven breaths.
Pinning me on the walls,
That were far too tall.
Silence in favor of the dust,
That choked me while it ******
-
My Oasis is clear.
It enters my ears.
As life slowly appears,
I have nothing else to fear.
- Once more
[The spring has healed]
