She loves to curl up behind at 3:48 a.m.
She keeps me company everywhere I go.
Some days I feel her presence strongly,
other days I feel like she might evanesce behind me.
Ever since I found her she has been with me, although her finding was a mistake.
& even though she loves me I wish I never met her.
There are days where she grabs me by the waist & pulls me in.
There are days she has her hands around my neck & her grip only gets tighter & tighter.
She takes over my body & hovers over me even on the days I try to ignore her.
She likes to whisper into my soul.
Whisper things like "You're no good. Why are you alive?"
& I swear there are days I can feel her venom running through my veins as she tries to poison my body, mind & thoughts.
She's depression & I know her very well.
Dec 30, 2014
Dec 30, 2014 at 9:23 PM UTC
She loves to curl up behind at 3:48 a.m.
She keeps me company everywhere I go.
Some days I feel her presence strongly,
other days I feel like she might evanesce behind me.
Ever since I found her she has been with me, although her finding was a mistake.
& even though she loves me I wish I never met her.
There are days where she grabs me by the waist & pulls me in.
There are days she has her hands around my neck & her grip only gets tighter & tighter.
She takes over my body & hovers over me even on the days I try to ignore her.
She likes to whisper into my soul.
Whisper things like "You're no good. Why are you alive?"
& I swear there are days I can feel her venom running through my veins as she tries to poison my body, mind & thoughts.
She's depression & I know her very well.
