with great hesitance and trepidation
i decided i was prepared
for change in my station.
i thought, like a fool,
that it would feel
like renewal,
resurgence,
vigilance
or vacation--
but the place to which i ran away
was a hell of my own creation.
Dec 6, 2018
Dec 6, 2018 at 2:03 PM UTC
with great hesitance and trepidation
i decided i was prepared
for change in my station.
i thought, like a fool,
that it would feel
like renewal,
resurgence,
vigilance
or vacation--
but the place to which i ran away
was a hell of my own creation.
