Explosive rage,
Uncontrollable anger.
Directed at you,
Or just myself?
I hate you,
Always putting me down.
I hate myself,
Constantly craving your approval.
Your love,
Which I seldom receive.
I hate the part of me
That begs for forgiveness,
The part of me
That will always just be human.
Nothing more,
Nothing more.
Tears run down my face.
I cry, hidden in my room.
Am I just being
Melodramatic?
You scream at me,
I am never good enough.
I already know.
Can't you see that?
The bitter moment of silence,
Long enough to last a lifetime.
For days, I refuse to speak.
Until I learn to love the human part of me.
Once again.