I want to be lost
in the overwhelming
& invigorating truth
that my life has been
and is extremely so,
in that moment,
bountiful.
Lost is wrong,
I meant consumed.
Those feel like opposites.
Maybe I did, after all,
mean lost...
I want to be lost in it,
meaning that my next move
takes me not to familiar ground,
but to unturned stones
and verdant paths.
I want to be lost
in the certainty that God
has planned my next step --
not planned, but intended
and secured it...
mistake-less.
I want to walk out my door
and when I jump
I want the wind
to carry me to places --
nooks and horizons between
where I've never been
and what I could
only ever imagine.
I just want to be
certain in that my
untouched experiences bloom
and that I loose my way
enough to uncover
truth --
and at that reality --
and maybe some dreams
as well.
Jul 14, 2013
Jul 14, 2013 at 1:09 AM UTC
I want to be lost
in the overwhelming
& invigorating truth
that my life has been
and is extremely so,
in that moment,
bountiful.
Lost is wrong,
I meant consumed.
Those feel like opposites.
Maybe I did, after all,
mean lost...
I want to be lost in it,
meaning that my next move
takes me not to familiar ground,
but to unturned stones
and verdant paths.
I want to be lost
in the certainty that God
has planned my next step --
not planned, but intended
and secured it...
mistake-less.
I want to walk out my door
and when I jump
I want the wind
to carry me to places --
nooks and horizons between
where I've never been
and what I could
only ever imagine.
I just want to be
certain in that my
untouched experiences bloom
and that I loose my way
enough to uncover
truth --
and at that reality --
and maybe some dreams
as well.
