Mistake?

just-me-3 Poems

She sits next to him Head on his shoulder, head on hers Sitting in blissful happiness The music bringing them closer and closer The notes fill her head Singing to her The lyrics imprint themselves on her soul Never letting her forget A year ago He remembered what she showed him a year ago The song the lyrics the band How? As she sits next to him, head on his shoulder Doubt fills her mind Second guessing her choice Was it a mistake? The longer she sits the more she doubts Was it a mistake? What would have happened if she had said yes? Happiness or a beautiful disaster Would she be happy with him?  He makes her feel things Good and bad He makes her laugh and hate him at the same time  But that doesn't matter What matters is that he makes her happy A small smiles stretches across her lips as she sits there next to him Memories flooding her mind But the smile slowly fades, replaced by an... emptiness Why? Because he's leaving next year She'll never see him again Was it a mistake turning him down? What would have happened had she said yes? Happiness or a beautiful disaster She'll never know though and it is slowly killing her But for now she'll sit, content to be next to him and almost happy