I painted my face like a clown,
I got on my bike to skim some rocks by the loch.
It was an ungodly hour.
I waited for dusk in the wings to show me the pins,
I have some threads to maybe sew all our souls together
You opened the gate and the light flowed in.
My heart and bones lay still and somber
You threw me a rope. I recoiled inside.
We both knew it was a trick I could not master.
I searched for a gift to offer
I found a large bell
I longed to ring it for you forever.
Bridges were crossed and circles were drawn
I pretended I could not remember.