The first time I actually saw him
My heart raced.
Then it was a date
Then it was a trip
Emotional abuse became my potion
The first time I saw him
He was just another guy
That guy told me it was nice meeting me
He thought that was goodbye
Then he saw me again
He told me he would never like me.
He said no three times in one sentence
Now he smiles and looks or my eyes in full rooms
Says be safe, and long time..... like he cares.
My ego reminds me he said no
The first time I saw him
He was just another guy
Then we argued a lot
Then he started saying things like I'm his half
That I'm the love of his life
Talking about babies and ***
But he touches me and all my senses are awakened
He holds my hand and it fits perfectly and when I try pulling away,
he holds it down tighter
Yesterday he used my phone to text himself
He said I love you so much
He has shown it.....
He has never said it though
For me to believe it, I need to hear it too.
Oct 25, 2018
Oct 25, 2018 at 2:32 AM UTC
The first time I actually saw him
My heart raced.
Then it was a date
Then it was a trip
Emotional abuse became my potion
The first time I saw him
He was just another guy
That guy told me it was nice meeting me
He thought that was goodbye
Then he saw me again
He told me he would never like me.
He said no three times in one sentence
Now he smiles and looks or my eyes in full rooms
Says be safe, and long time..... like he cares.
My ego reminds me he said no
The first time I saw him
He was just another guy
Then we argued a lot
Then he started saying things like I'm his half
That I'm the love of his life
Talking about babies and ***
But he touches me and all my senses are awakened
He holds my hand and it fits perfectly and when I try pulling away,
he holds it down tighter
Yesterday he used my phone to text himself
He said I love you so much
He has shown it.....
He has never said it though
For me to believe it, I need to hear it too.
You can know when there's something
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