I am honored by your repulsive behaviour
to know I can have such an impact on your character
leaves me breathless
memories flood every *****
my blood feels thicker everytime a drop of you comes to my mind
my heart feels heavier
my eyes feel wetter
why do I feel posined by something so beautiful
why am I intoxicated and drunk of the thought of something so natural
do you wake up with glistening cheeks
like I do
no its not a dream
I understand that this is my reality
I always look back
watching as these thoughts retreat to everything I ever believed in
in everything I never believed in
no words escaped your lips when I slowly walked backwards torwards my sunless house
where only few flowers grow in its vast landscape
---
but I saw the look in your eyes
I
didnt know
exactly where to fall
or if I should have let myself fall at all
Nov 2, 2010
Nov 2, 2010 at 8:39 PM UTC
I am honored by your repulsive behaviour
to know I can have such an impact on your character
leaves me breathless
memories flood every *****
my blood feels thicker everytime a drop of you comes to my mind
my heart feels heavier
my eyes feel wetter
why do I feel posined by something so beautiful
why am I intoxicated and drunk of the thought of something so natural
do you wake up with glistening cheeks
like I do
no its not a dream
I understand that this is my reality
I always look back
watching as these thoughts retreat to everything I ever believed in
in everything I never believed in
no words escaped your lips when I slowly walked backwards torwards my sunless house
where only few flowers grow in its vast landscape
---
but I saw the look in your eyes
I
didnt know
exactly where to fall
or if I should have let myself fall at all
