the world seems so much colder when you don't have a hand to hold.
the ceiling fan above makes me dizzy
the empty space in my bed makes me numb
having no money makes me feel stuck
sometimes I feel like there's nowhere to run
I push the thought of you to the back of my mind
And cover it up with fake laughs and smiles
Until the memory of you appears
And I remember that I'm alone
the world has less color when you don't have someone to paint it with.
the food in my mouth has no taste
the heat of this town makes me sweat
I get nervous when I hear your name
you're something I'd like to forget
I'm doing fine and enjoying life
Until your face appears
Everything changes and it's like I'm back at square one
left to face it all on my own
the world is so much lighter when all the weight isn't on your shoulders
the ticking of the clock makes my ears mad
my heart seems to skip a beat
the slow rhythm of my breathing makes me feel lifeless
vulnerablity was my defeat
I gave so much of my heart and soul
And have nothing to show for it
You seem to be doing just fine without me
I've got nowhere to go but up
the world is so ugly when you take a closer look.
the way someone can be so selfish
the way someone can just bring you down
some people just aren't worth your time
I think I gotta get out of this town