They're loathing it;
I'm floating in it.
I've got so many
questions in my heart.
Gotta go. Swim further,
Dive deeper.
Got these concerns,
they are eating me alive.
Can't feel my senses,
I might lose this fight.
Gruesome, fearsome,
it's like my head
puts me in the worst
scenarios.
Hurricane of thoughts.
Acrid, dark, deep,
the pain tries to dominate.
Guilty, I feel guilty.
I made mistakes.
Can I expend the
border of my heart
and open it for love?
Someone lives inside
of my mind.
It tries to control me,
who hangs out there
like its habitat.
I want to put an end
to this; don't want
to live with fear.
God created me.
I didn't exist before;
Mustn't waste my time.
This world remains
temporary even the
pain which seems
unbearable instantly.
It will be gone,
go away like all
the things in life.
☾ M. E. Kuşaslan ✩
@lightinthedarknesspoetry
Jul 22, 2020
Jul 22, 2020 at 12:49 AM UTC
They're loathing it;
I'm floating in it.
I've got so many
questions in my heart.
Gotta go. Swim further,
Dive deeper.
Got these concerns,
they are eating me alive.
Can't feel my senses,
I might lose this fight.
Gruesome, fearsome,
it's like my head
puts me in the worst
scenarios.
Hurricane of thoughts.
Acrid, dark, deep,
the pain tries to dominate.
Guilty, I feel guilty.
I made mistakes.
Can I expend the
border of my heart
and open it for love?
Someone lives inside
of my mind.
It tries to control me,
who hangs out there
like its habitat.
I want to put an end
to this; don't want
to live with fear.
God created me.
I didn't exist before;
Mustn't waste my time.
This world remains
temporary even the
pain which seems
unbearable instantly.
It will be gone,
go away like all
the things in life.
☾ M. E. Kuşaslan ✩
@lightinthedarknesspoetry
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