Sometimes
I check up on her.
(I believed it to be
Some masochism
deep within
me.)
Over facebook.
We're no longer facebook friends,
but I gather snapshots
of her life
through her profile pic.
I
now
like to think of it
as a healthy breakup.
A way of communicating
while not communicating.
But before it was horrible;
before I'd get depressed
just seeing her hair.
He is wearing a tux
and holds her around the waist.
Her purple dress is ruffled
at the hips and where
her tiny ******* nip outward.
Their eyes are closed full
of something that only they could explain
between each other.
Lips are smushed,
her very red,
red giant red,
lips are softened against his.
He is taller than her,
but not by much.
And they seem happy
at whatever wedding,
gala,
or whatever Bourgeoisie **** they were doing.
And
before now,
I probably would've raided my stash of Wild Turkey;
cried in my room for a few days;
skipped meals.
But now,
I feel content.
Happy.
Not so alone
and wishful.
I don't miss her anymore, or love her for that matter. And I'm happy that she has found someone to begin that journey all over again with.
This is how we atone for things.
A ritual
of constant pain
ending
in
contentment.
Dec 21, 2011
Dec 21, 2011 at 11:44 PM UTC
Sometimes
I check up on her.
(I believed it to be
Some masochism
deep within
me.)
Over facebook.
We're no longer facebook friends,
but I gather snapshots
of her life
through her profile pic.
I
now
like to think of it
as a healthy breakup.
A way of communicating
while not communicating.
But before it was horrible;
before I'd get depressed
just seeing her hair.
He is wearing a tux
and holds her around the waist.
Her purple dress is ruffled
at the hips and where
her tiny ******* nip outward.
Their eyes are closed full
of something that only they could explain
between each other.
Lips are smushed,
her very red,
red giant red,
lips are softened against his.
He is taller than her,
but not by much.
And they seem happy
at whatever wedding,
gala,
or whatever Bourgeoisie **** they were doing.
And
before now,
I probably would've raided my stash of Wild Turkey;
cried in my room for a few days;
skipped meals.
But now,
I feel content.
Happy.
Not so alone
and wishful.
I don't miss her anymore, or love her for that matter. And I'm happy that she has found someone to begin that journey all over again with.
This is how we atone for things.
A ritual
of constant pain
ending
in
contentment.
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