what is ur deal?

potatochip30 Poems

i feel like u like me u say u love me but then u disappear for hours on end what is ur deal i get no explanation but then i do and it’s supposed to be ok? don’t get me wrong i like u too or at least i think do? but now days people don’t date because they love each other they love each other cause they date we care for others and give each other space but if we care to much then give to much space then this relationship isn’t healthy so we agree correct me if i’m wrong but in this society we live in everything is so contradictory and what ur doing isn’t matching up and these dots rnt connecting yet they r they’re connecting but i’m to ashamed to admit i’m to naive to let myself believe i see these dots connecting these lines forming bit by bit and i tried writing in expo but every time i try and fix u say u listen and suddenly i’m holding a sharpie and this drawing is getting bigger cause u don’t listen u pretend i dont get u u say u love me u say u miss me ur all over me a permanent tattoo on my face cause of u i wear ur initial around my neck is that all u want of me? no i guess i’m js dramatic it’s js my past i’m sorry i’ll lapse to keep reciting but i can’t i have to much on my ******* mind i get that i can be dramatic i get that i can be high maintenance but i’ve been told that what i’ve been wanting is nothing but the bare minimum so stop i don’t want anymore lame excuses because my heart can’t take it my head keeps spinning and my knees keep weakening so hurry up do something before u really lose me