My outwards view, though as open
And strange as my heart, is hazy
Decisions, made in the moment are a
Testament to my mind and self; always crazy
Though I can most certainly be studious
I'm far more inclined to be lazy
You bought me roses? Thanks but,
You should know I'd prefer a daisy
I act so nice and neat, cute ain't it?
But my taste in jokes? A touch of ****
And as for my state of being, I'm rarely focused
I'm more often drifting, dreaming, spacey

luckyqueue

MY late intro

Jun 6, 2026

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Death & Mortality - June 2026

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Family & Relationships - June 2026

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Heartbreak & Loss - June 2026

Historical & Ancient - June 2026

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removed.-z2

I think I like you the way you are, exactly the way you are. You would not be surprised, but I think you are just as awesome as you always are. 

I say, Just be you, for you are what makes you, and you are beautiful..

timothy

Everyone has a late Intro they could write. This one is not as dark as all that, and remember you couldn't be as lazy as all of that when it comes to your HP friends. Just look at how quickly you got back to Star Abyjyt, and also to me!!!! Lazy? not in this depart!!! 

"I am disabled, mocked at for being lazy
My seizure like attacks have rendered me 
Relying on the aid of others for transportation
Throughout 2011 and 2012! Anxiety and Panic a 
Bit Schizophrenia, of the which I had been on
All manner of Anti-Psychotics for, fried my
Body's temperature controlling mechanism in my 
Brain. Transmitters and Receptors are damaged to
Some degree. Oh, but this is all a part of me.
The past Mental Asylums, a Bedlamite, and nearly
Forced into a permanent Asylum for ever and evermore.
This is the person behind the Corvus corax or Common
Raven avatar or picture??? Is this the so called "lunacy"
That lay in the past? Yea. Tardive Dyskinesia, twitches,
Nervousness, etc. This is me. . . Another Late Intro but here I go.
My train of thinking is not very clear, thanks to the 
Irreversible side effects that render me invilidish and unable
To work like I used to: building houses!! I am recovering
Schizophrenia, and dealing with Anxiety and Panic and Depression.
I am of the melancholy type. I must be boring to listen to,
As this is boring to me as well. Wishing for better lighter hours.
Golden lit up days, with my Bible open, the sounds of Silence,
And Die HERR Gott himmelich Vater ~ The LORD God heavenly Father.
For now, I suffer on my three score years 'til my deliverer comes.
That is all you need to know, the rest is blah, blah. Who is still
My friend here and now, after this?? Be interesting to find out.
My poor testimony of God and His Christ, has been marred 
From those months of sleeplessness. Yet I say, "I am a BELIEVER."
I have fallen short. I have to plead to God for forgiveness and to
Forgive myself, for only then will I be able to help someone else.
I am a weak person, in need of a Saviour whom is strong... Forgive
My inconsistencies. I am merely an eccentric human. So, hello, my
Name is Timothy Howard.... the antique writer of lays on HP. Hope
You Will Remain A Friend After My Late Intro."

"I think not the less of you, but the more...." You are a very nice friend to me. I just have failed many times. So I'm sorry about that. Keep on writing and being who you are, and follow your inner HEART. I can relate to your intro, what about mine though? "He must be insane!" I can nearly hear someone say. I am a living reverie so and I think that is wonderful!!! You are still my friend as I found in October, and that hasn't changed, though I have been busy and failed to stay in "touch," another error to forgive. You are a fantastic poetess, Fee M&#228;dchen, do not forget that ever, and still my friend here, hope I will be after this!!!!!!!~<3<3:):)&#9786;&#9788;&#9794;&#9792;&#9829;&#9824;&#9827;&#9830;&#9688;&#9787;&#9689;&#8226;&#9675;.O&#9835;