O Lord, I pray
that You rid me
of You.
Save me, O God,
from every image,
every idea, every belief
I have pressed
into the silence
where You dwell.
For even the finest,
most disciplined mind
can hold You only
as a caricature,
and magnificent
is still too small
a word for You.
You are a star
no science will ever name.
You are an unseen stream
running through the world
beneath my feet.
You are the fire in my chest
whispering the truth:
You are not a being.
You are Being.
Closer than breath,
closer than the thought of breath.
You alone are Life.
You do not cause suffering.
You bear it with us.
You do not hate.
You are Love.
You do not forgive.
You have never condemned.
Somehow, O Lord,
You are perfect justice
without judgment;
the flame that reveals,
not the hand that strikes.
This prayer rises
from a longing not my own.
Though I am confused,
I must respond.
Your call is to reject
all that is not Love,
even when I find it
in Your Bible.
Let me walk through hell
before I bow to anything
less than Love.
Unmake me, O Lord,
and all that I imagine myself to be,
that I may finally see.
Amen.
Dec 8, 2025
Dec 8, 2025 at 12:21 PM UTC
O Lord, I pray
that You rid me
of You.
Save me, O God,
from every image,
every idea, every belief
I have pressed
into the silence
where You dwell.
For even the finest,
most disciplined mind
can hold You only
as a caricature,
and magnificent
is still too small
a word for You.
You are a star
no science will ever name.
You are an unseen stream
running through the world
beneath my feet.
You are the fire in my chest
whispering the truth:
You are not a being.
You are Being.
Closer than breath,
closer than the thought of breath.
You alone are Life.
You do not cause suffering.
You bear it with us.
You do not hate.
You are Love.
You do not forgive.
You have never condemned.
Somehow, O Lord,
You are perfect justice
without judgment;
the flame that reveals,
not the hand that strikes.
This prayer rises
from a longing not my own.
Though I am confused,
I must respond.
Your call is to reject
all that is not Love,
even when I find it
in Your Bible.
Let me walk through hell
before I bow to anything
less than Love.
Unmake me, O Lord,
and all that I imagine myself to be,
that I may finally see.
Amen.
