I always questioned if the devil was real.
Was grown up on secrets and lies, tucking things under the rug.
Forcing a smile on my lips, and praying to god for a better tomorrow.
And some days it would work, and others it wouldn't so I had a leap of faith.
Some may think the devil isn't real, but I can assure you he is.
And we happen to call him Addiction.
Grew inside my body like wildfire.
I never wanted to be like you.
I let smoke fill my lungs, my eyes starting to fade low.
Genius. Hey, what a fix for the time being.
I have *** for the first time ever.
Numb.
Is this love?
Not even *** could fulfill the high I was searching for.
Dark.
I was itching for the urge to feel nothing at all.
And then I met you,
and with meeting you I met many, many other things.
Pretty little pill, where have you been all my life?
Allowing the world to blur around me.
Numb.
"Hello? Are you in there anymore?"
"No."
I look at myself in the mirror.
Who are you?
"Never again." I say.
But we all know how that goes.
Sep 22, 2020
Sep 22, 2020 at 6:15 PM UTC
I always questioned if the devil was real.
Was grown up on secrets and lies, tucking things under the rug.
Forcing a smile on my lips, and praying to god for a better tomorrow.
And some days it would work, and others it wouldn't so I had a leap of faith.
Some may think the devil isn't real, but I can assure you he is.
And we happen to call him Addiction.
Grew inside my body like wildfire.
I never wanted to be like you.
I let smoke fill my lungs, my eyes starting to fade low.
Genius. Hey, what a fix for the time being.
I have *** for the first time ever.
Numb.
Is this love?
Not even *** could fulfill the high I was searching for.
Dark.
I was itching for the urge to feel nothing at all.
And then I met you,
and with meeting you I met many, many other things.
Pretty little pill, where have you been all my life?
Allowing the world to blur around me.
Numb.
"Hello? Are you in there anymore?"
"No."
I look at myself in the mirror.
Who are you?
"Never again." I say.
But we all know how that goes.
