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Sorry I'm a **** up... I just can't help it. I just can't stop it. I tried... I tell my self, "Why do you mess everything up?" "Why do you ruin the only good in your life?" And "Why can't you do it?" I have the blade, I have the note. But what I don't have are the guts. I don't want to hurt anyone; But I ask myself, "Who's there to hurt?" No one, Is the answer. This is all it took. I jumped off, And felt alive. "I'm free." Then I was gone. But i am free to roam the world, Free to see how little I mattered, Free to not care anymore. Free to just be me. So yeah, I'm a **** up. But **** it!
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Oct 29, 2014
Oct 29, 2014 at 9:21 PM UTC
**** up...
Sorry I'm a **** up... I just can't help it. I just can't stop it. I tried... I tell my self, "Why do you mess everything up?" "Why do you ruin the only good in your life?" And "Why can't you do it?" I have the blade, I have the note. But what I don't have are the guts. I don't want to hurt anyone; But I ask myself, "Who's there to hurt?" No one, Is the answer. This is all it took. I jumped off, And felt alive. "I'm free." Then I was gone. But i am free to roam the world, Free to see how little I mattered, Free to not care anymore. Free to just be me. So yeah, I'm a **** up. But **** it!
Just my perspective of things....
#suicidal#screwit
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Oct 29, 2014
Oct 29, 2014 at 9:21 PM UTC
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