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breathe in, breathe out you're so ugly, no wonder ***** doesn't like you, why would they anyways? you're fat, not pretty, not smart enough, not tall enough. you're just not enough. you're never enough. and you never will be either. breathe in, breathe out my heart beats faster, my saliva gets harder to swallow, i start to choke on my own air, my lungs tighten up, my head starts to spin, tears start rushing down my face, there are too many people in here, are they laughing at me? they probably think i'm pathetic, actually, you know what? they are right, i am weak i can barely even go a week without relapsing and having some sort of mental breakdown. i cant, i cant, i cant. breathe in, breathe out help please someone help me mike ashley amy anybody please i need someone help me please i don't know what to do anymore i'm drowning in my own mind please just someone help me! breathe on, breathe out just look at mike, he makes things better.. right? god, his big, beautiful blue eyes really do make things so much better. wow. i never realized his hair was so curly... must be nice to be his fiancée, i'd do anything to play with his hair. but, i'm not, of course, i'm not good enough, too young, not pretty enough, just..... not enough. breathe in, breathe out it's your fault you know. you let him touch you. you let him do those terrible things. you let this happen. you ******* **** great ******* job. breathe in, breathe out finally my breathing becomes a bit slower as my friends ask if i'm okay. then i start to get back on track. i think about my grades, friends, mike (in a more positive way) and i simply just breathe.
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Nov 1, 2013
Nov 1, 2013 at 7:15 PM UTC
what my panic attacks are like
breathe in, breathe out you're so ugly, no wonder ***** doesn't like you, why would they anyways? you're fat, not pretty, not smart enough, not tall enough. you're just not enough. you're never enough. and you never will be either. breathe in, breathe out my heart beats faster, my saliva gets harder to swallow, i start to choke on my own air, my lungs tighten up, my head starts to spin, tears start rushing down my face, there are too many people in here, are they laughing at me? they probably think i'm pathetic, actually, you know what? they are right, i am weak i can barely even go a week without relapsing and having some sort of mental breakdown. i cant, i cant, i cant. breathe in, breathe out help please someone help me mike ashley amy anybody please i need someone help me please i don't know what to do anymore i'm drowning in my own mind please just someone help me! breathe on, breathe out just look at mike, he makes things better.. right? god, his big, beautiful blue eyes really do make things so much better. wow. i never realized his hair was so curly... must be nice to be his fiancée, i'd do anything to play with his hair. but, i'm not, of course, i'm not good enough, too young, not pretty enough, just..... not enough. breathe in, breathe out it's your fault you know. you let him touch you. you let him do those terrible things. you let this happen. you ******* **** great ******* job. breathe in, breathe out finally my breathing becomes a bit slower as my friends ask if i'm okay. then i start to get back on track. i think about my grades, friends, mike (in a more positive way) and i simply just breathe.
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Nov 1, 2013
Nov 1, 2013 at 7:15 PM UTC
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