A heart's atrophy stuttered as if it were
the last terrestial beat
A passive throat coughing up blood as they pound the last nail in my coffin
Tabulation of my greatest sins
Tally the iniquities & insecurities
Alphabetized, stamped, cataloged & archived
From greatest to least offense
The debits & the credits mumbled off, of my sullen acts of depravity & sin
Punched my last ticket on this funhouse ride, your carnival novelty is running out
Caught my last infraction in isolation's cold steel hand of brutality
Double prison sentencing concurrently
The Great Escape as I evade karmatic justice, o the folly of impending capture
I snagged upon the fence in cinematic grandeur
My skin tearing open akin to christmas morning's parcels torn of their wrappings
Descending with a feeling that is dragging me down, anchors bury me
As concrete mouths swallow my shoes
God let me go you villainous harlot!
Absorbing my soul, the wound will not coagulate, bleeding & weeping
In need of a torniquet, I require the grace of a loving hand of medical mercy
Rock bottom has a secondary lair deep beneath the watery surface
"There is no accounting for taste," he said, nearly pleading with blotchy tears
Necessary endeavors flood the gates of the attic in my mind; eyeing multiplicity
Congestive is the elliptical sense of weightlessness, I survey eyernal respite
Gravity is optional in this cloning machine of destiny
Sweet & sugary are the saccharin deliriums, of the pleasure I attempt to obtain
Goddess held me now at arms length
I would not sacrifice this soul to spite my face
I would not stop regardless if you tried or denied the phantom of truth you actively destroy
Splintering wooden stakes break open the chest cavity
Delusions bruise the inevitable peace failing inside of me
Suffered dandelions droop in the bright sunrays, I see the dark soldier rise
The cowardness of your demon took me for ransom & robbed my heart
A highway pursuit where you escaped my gentle yet wrathful hand
Could I blame you for all my perceived hopes that dissolved & dissipated
Or would I plunge headlong into the same sea of redemption?
Escaping Hell's view I long for the transparent design of Heaven's Door
Apr 12
Apr 12, 2026 at 12:27 PM UTC
A heart's atrophy stuttered as if it were
the last terrestial beat
A passive throat coughing up blood as they pound the last nail in my coffin
Tabulation of my greatest sins
Tally the iniquities & insecurities
Alphabetized, stamped, cataloged & archived
From greatest to least offense
The debits & the credits mumbled off, of my sullen acts of depravity & sin
Punched my last ticket on this funhouse ride, your carnival novelty is running out
Caught my last infraction in isolation's cold steel hand of brutality
Double prison sentencing concurrently
The Great Escape as I evade karmatic justice, o the folly of impending capture
I snagged upon the fence in cinematic grandeur
My skin tearing open akin to christmas morning's parcels torn of their wrappings
Descending with a feeling that is dragging me down, anchors bury me
As concrete mouths swallow my shoes
God let me go you villainous harlot!
Absorbing my soul, the wound will not coagulate, bleeding & weeping
In need of a torniquet, I require the grace of a loving hand of medical mercy
Rock bottom has a secondary lair deep beneath the watery surface
"There is no accounting for taste," he said, nearly pleading with blotchy tears
Necessary endeavors flood the gates of the attic in my mind; eyeing multiplicity
Congestive is the elliptical sense of weightlessness, I survey eyernal respite
Gravity is optional in this cloning machine of destiny
Sweet & sugary are the saccharin deliriums, of the pleasure I attempt to obtain
Goddess held me now at arms length
I would not sacrifice this soul to spite my face
I would not stop regardless if you tried or denied the phantom of truth you actively destroy
Splintering wooden stakes break open the chest cavity
Delusions bruise the inevitable peace failing inside of me
Suffered dandelions droop in the bright sunrays, I see the dark soldier rise
The cowardness of your demon took me for ransom & robbed my heart
A highway pursuit where you escaped my gentle yet wrathful hand
Could I blame you for all my perceived hopes that dissolved & dissipated
Or would I plunge headlong into the same sea of redemption?
Escaping Hell's view I long for the transparent design of Heaven's Door
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