My skin crawls when people notice my existence
This body that i had once loved was turned against me
The power my body once held as a temple was ruined meeting you
I used to seep yellow as my aura now it seeps red for the man who killed my purity
I enjoyed hugs but now I refuse a simple handshake
Was it that night worth it, i ask myself as i relive that night
The way you clawed at my skin and clothes
The blood that rushed to my cheeks had not been from excitement
My cheeks flushed red my eyes filled with tears coughing up blood
I shiver remembering the revolting things you had done
That night my body had said goodbye purity hello hell.
Sep 6, 2020
Sep 6, 2020 at 7:58 PM UTC
My skin crawls when people notice my existence
This body that i had once loved was turned against me
The power my body once held as a temple was ruined meeting you
I used to seep yellow as my aura now it seeps red for the man who killed my purity
I enjoyed hugs but now I refuse a simple handshake
Was it that night worth it, i ask myself as i relive that night
The way you clawed at my skin and clothes
The blood that rushed to my cheeks had not been from excitement
My cheeks flushed red my eyes filled with tears coughing up blood
I shiver remembering the revolting things you had done
That night my body had said goodbye purity hello hell.
I'm not sure this one makes sense, but I've been struggling with PTSD for a bit and it has been worse lately and needed it off my chest
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