lipstick stains on
paper coffee cup lids
my brother always
told me i would have
to sit back and watch people
younger and more
inexperienced than i
succeed while i suffered.
oh but i
think he
was wrong
three conversations
and one free cup
of coffee later
things are starting
to look up for me
and i'm thinking that
i am the younger
one succeeding while
elders suffer.
*(on the flipside i
don't want to be
making sandwiches
for the rest of my life)*
and i wonder sometimes
if i'm just naturally
gifted or if i just naturally
try too hard to be liked
*(or there's an offchance
a slim blueish sliver of
possibility that the stars
have all been lined up for me)*
anyway that assumption
however incorrect it may
be is better than
last week when i
was thinking that no longer
was i good enough
*(but scratch that
nothing i ever accomplish
or that the skies
have pre-established
will make me believe
i'm good enough.)*
Aug 30, 2016
Aug 30, 2016 at 10:06 PM UTC
lipstick stains on
paper coffee cup lids
my brother always
told me i would have
to sit back and watch people
younger and more
inexperienced than i
succeed while i suffered.
oh but i
think he
was wrong
three conversations
and one free cup
of coffee later
things are starting
to look up for me
and i'm thinking that
i am the younger
one succeeding while
elders suffer.
*(on the flipside i
don't want to be
making sandwiches
for the rest of my life)*
and i wonder sometimes
if i'm just naturally
gifted or if i just naturally
try too hard to be liked
*(or there's an offchance
a slim blueish sliver of
possibility that the stars
have all been lined up for me)*
anyway that assumption
however incorrect it may
be is better than
last week when i
was thinking that no longer
was i good enough
*(but scratch that
nothing i ever accomplish
or that the skies
have pre-established
will make me believe
i'm good enough.)*
Copyright 8/10/16 by B. E. McComb