I wonder how it would be to say goodbye
Say I love you for the last time
I wonder how it would taste on my lips
Would I even feel it if i slit my wrist
How many tears would fall for me
How many memories would flood back
Would you think of all the good times, or all the times that we have failed
Would it be lonely where I go
Would all the pain subside
Can I just see the light one more time
Before I make up my mind
Shadow of myself
The girl I left behind
Did I sacrifice myself
Or was it done of my own free will
I don’t wanna say goodbye
I also don’t want to stay
I don’t want you to come with me
I don’t wanna lose you forever
I miss myself
I miss the shadow
I wanna go back
I’m stuck here now
I would like to believe it will get better
Later on down the road I’ll find myself
The words I have in my head
I make-believe, help me find her
I think I know where she’s buried
Underneath the willow tree
Where she can look up at the sky
And see all the memories she left behind
Feb 21, 2018
Feb 21, 2018 at 2:54 PM UTC
I wonder how it would be to say goodbye
Say I love you for the last time
I wonder how it would taste on my lips
Would I even feel it if i slit my wrist
How many tears would fall for me
How many memories would flood back
Would you think of all the good times, or all the times that we have failed
Would it be lonely where I go
Would all the pain subside
Can I just see the light one more time
Before I make up my mind
Shadow of myself
The girl I left behind
Did I sacrifice myself
Or was it done of my own free will
I don’t wanna say goodbye
I also don’t want to stay
I don’t want you to come with me
I don’t wanna lose you forever
I miss myself
I miss the shadow
I wanna go back
I’m stuck here now
I would like to believe it will get better
Later on down the road I’ll find myself
The words I have in my head
I make-believe, help me find her
I think I know where she’s buried
Underneath the willow tree
Where she can look up at the sky
And see all the memories she left behind
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