monsters exist
but only in my head
smetimes they appear in my dreams
but the scenes last only a split second
i've been drinking too much caffeine
and driving myself a little insane;
i've been listening to sad records and wishing in vain,
and i've been trying, trying, trying
but all i've done is cry
and i've been doing my best fixing up holes in my soul
but still my passions leak - out they go and disappear
it's been a strange year
Rilke said you go through important changes while you're sad
i hope so, i hope he's right
because i've been sad for a long time
and i'm starting to think this isn't worth it
if someone loves me, won't they tell me?
won't you tell me before i shut off completely?
Aug 17, 2013
Aug 17, 2013 at 4:48 AM UTC
monsters exist
but only in my head
smetimes they appear in my dreams
but the scenes last only a split second
i've been drinking too much caffeine
and driving myself a little insane;
i've been listening to sad records and wishing in vain,
and i've been trying, trying, trying
but all i've done is cry
and i've been doing my best fixing up holes in my soul
but still my passions leak - out they go and disappear
it's been a strange year
Rilke said you go through important changes while you're sad
i hope so, i hope he's right
because i've been sad for a long time
and i'm starting to think this isn't worth it
if someone loves me, won't they tell me?
won't you tell me before i shut off completely?
