You close your eyes and I close my heart
to the things I used to be.
I see your peace, you see my pain
There are no words to say.
I close my eyes and dream of pain
I dream about my agony.
Why do you care if I have changed?
I hated who I was.
Always happy, always joyful
never with a care.
They ****** me over, and you will to
It is meant to be.
You're a ***** without being one
and yet you act so innocent.
I scream to you "Just freaking die!"
And yet you never leave.
Shattered glass; the water of my soul
spilling onto the ground.
It is my blood that you will shed
and yet you do not know.
My mind is ash, my soul so cold
My mind is growing numb.
I'm a zombie and yet I live
Let me eat your brain.
A rock so soft, and yet so hard
everything has a double.
You were kind without being kind
I admire such an ego.
The temptation hurts, it hurts my eyes
I want to rip you apart.
Piece by piece, limb by limb
I **** again and again.
My mind unstable, my heart is black
and yet you see a light.
I am the wolf who seeks you out
for you are my fair game.