I can look at an Afghani
and want to **** them
wish the most horrible death uopn them
and yet I can save their life
I can look at the blood, guts and even death
and never bat an eye
or even remember the injuries
until I have to load and unload them once again
I can cry tears of sorrow
and hide them upon my sleeves
so no one can see
what is exactly wrong
I can look down the sights of my carbine
with a round in the chamber
and mutter to myself
its only a job I have to do
Yet i can not express simple emotions
spoken, simple and direct
as if it would make a difference
of whether i am sane or not
I can understand a consequence
as it is the law of nature
every action has a reaction
that is equal and justifiable
I can write something meaningful
and never mean a **** word
if context and understanding
is never understood
I think i understand life
or atleast the simple meaning therein
any creature is meant to have
eat, drink, reproduce and sleep
I think I understand death
or the permenace thereof
when the look of dispair
is transfixed upon frozen eyes
Yet i can gaze upon the stars
in a distant foregin land
where death lurks in the shadows
and still feel so meaningless
Dec 20, 2010
Dec 20, 2010 at 6:52 AM UTC
I can look at an Afghani
and want to **** them
wish the most horrible death uopn them
and yet I can save their life
I can look at the blood, guts and even death
and never bat an eye
or even remember the injuries
until I have to load and unload them once again
I can cry tears of sorrow
and hide them upon my sleeves
so no one can see
what is exactly wrong
I can look down the sights of my carbine
with a round in the chamber
and mutter to myself
its only a job I have to do
Yet i can not express simple emotions
spoken, simple and direct
as if it would make a difference
of whether i am sane or not
I can understand a consequence
as it is the law of nature
every action has a reaction
that is equal and justifiable
I can write something meaningful
and never mean a **** word
if context and understanding
is never understood
I think i understand life
or atleast the simple meaning therein
any creature is meant to have
eat, drink, reproduce and sleep
I think I understand death
or the permenace thereof
when the look of dispair
is transfixed upon frozen eyes
Yet i can gaze upon the stars
in a distant foregin land
where death lurks in the shadows
and still feel so meaningless
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