The happiness I felt
as I watched them start to bleed,
these scars they will not heal
nor will they all recede.
I watched the blood fall
as the curtain starts to rise,
I feel my heart break
as all hope dies.
The pain I feel inside
as i watch the blood fall,
will not go away
just like the writing on the wall.
The show is starting now
as the droplets form a pool,
if you think you know the story
then you are a fool.
It's all about a girl
who would rather die,
then live her life
knowing it was all just a lie.
When the curtain finally falls
everyone starts to leave,
but by then I can
no longer deceive.
I see the funeral
there's really no one there,
I see my family
are they the only ones who care?
I hated my life
but I lived it through,
for what it's worth
all I wanted was you.....