I search for the arms
of strangers,
of friends,
of my family.
People pass by me
and their eyes drop
to my arms
before they meet
my face again.
They found a woman's body
hands, feet and face
burned. Naked
tossed into the woods.
Her killer
still unidentified.
They asked for tips.
She struggled
they said,
her violator may have been wounded.
Scratches and bruises may still be visible
on the forearms of her attacker.
So I find myself
staring down
at the pale arms
of men,
of the unkempt elderly man at Honey Farms,
of the teenage gas attendant who never quite
meets my eyes,
but also
at the father of my daughter's afternoon playdate,
the teenage sons of my neighbors
and at an evening barbecue, my own father,
questioning against doubt
what they are capable of.
And when I am alone,
even though I know,
in the mornings
I look down
at my own arms
unmarked.
And still, I check
twice.
Aug 16, 2016
Aug 16, 2016 at 3:11 PM UTC
I search for the arms
of strangers,
of friends,
of my family.
People pass by me
and their eyes drop
to my arms
before they meet
my face again.
They found a woman's body
hands, feet and face
burned. Naked
tossed into the woods.
Her killer
still unidentified.
They asked for tips.
She struggled
they said,
her violator may have been wounded.
Scratches and bruises may still be visible
on the forearms of her attacker.
So I find myself
staring down
at the pale arms
of men,
of the unkempt elderly man at Honey Farms,
of the teenage gas attendant who never quite
meets my eyes,
but also
at the father of my daughter's afternoon playdate,
the teenage sons of my neighbors
and at an evening barbecue, my own father,
questioning against doubt
what they are capable of.
And when I am alone,
even though I know,
in the mornings
I look down
at my own arms
unmarked.
And still, I check
twice.
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