Hell is my grandmother
Grabbing me by the throat
And telling me that I'm nothing
When I'm only seven years old
Hell is my mother
Calling me a ****
For cuddling with my first boyfriend
Still a ****** who just wanted to be held
Hell is my father
For calling his two kids "only children"
He wanted me to stay away from my brother
So I did and now it's permanent
Hell is my brother
Crying on this 13th birthday
Thinking he was going to become evil like me
Their lies convinced him I'm a villain
Hell is my uncle
Overdosing on the kitchen floor
Telling me he loves me more than my parents
While he rocks back and forth
Hell is my great grandmother
Grabbing toilet paper out of my hands
Saying that I'm nothing but a wasteful child
Haunting my first memory as a human
Hell is my inner dialogue
A rumination of hate in my mind
Shaped by the heavenly voices that raised me
I'm already ****** if they are the light
Feb 5
Feb 5, 2026 at 9:30 PM UTC
Hell is my grandmother
Grabbing me by the throat
And telling me that I'm nothing
When I'm only seven years old
Hell is my mother
Calling me a ****
For cuddling with my first boyfriend
Still a ****** who just wanted to be held
Hell is my father
For calling his two kids "only children"
He wanted me to stay away from my brother
So I did and now it's permanent
Hell is my brother
Crying on this 13th birthday
Thinking he was going to become evil like me
Their lies convinced him I'm a villain
Hell is my uncle
Overdosing on the kitchen floor
Telling me he loves me more than my parents
While he rocks back and forth
Hell is my great grandmother
Grabbing toilet paper out of my hands
Saying that I'm nothing but a wasteful child
Haunting my first memory as a human
Hell is my inner dialogue
A rumination of hate in my mind
Shaped by the heavenly voices that raised me
I'm already ****** if they are the light
