i am trying
i am trying
i am trying
and i am trying
i want to forget
to have my chaotic mind
ereased to the very end
i want it pure
a white page
to be filled with good things
but most importantly
i want to erease you
i want to erease you and i
us
and i wanna erease the memories
that my heart holds
and the secrets
it unfolds
i am a starling
trying not to fly
i am a stallion
trying not to run wild
i want to forget all know
and create knew memories
of me
and of the world
but not of you
because it hurts too much
that you are no more than a dream
never to be real
and all i want to do
is draw in my page
is paint
is write
and is keep
you in my page
forever and more
you torment me with your memory
a chaos of sun
stars and rainbows
hope and want
but my page is not a machine
it was not wired up
i cannot reset
and neither can the matters of my mind
and neither the matter of you
Dec 20, 2017
Dec 20, 2017 at 5:51 PM UTC
i am trying
i am trying
i am trying
and i am trying
i want to forget
to have my chaotic mind
ereased to the very end
i want it pure
a white page
to be filled with good things
but most importantly
i want to erease you
i want to erease you and i
us
and i wanna erease the memories
that my heart holds
and the secrets
it unfolds
i am a starling
trying not to fly
i am a stallion
trying not to run wild
i want to forget all know
and create knew memories
of me
and of the world
but not of you
because it hurts too much
that you are no more than a dream
never to be real
and all i want to do
is draw in my page
is paint
is write
and is keep
you in my page
forever and more
you torment me with your memory
a chaos of sun
stars and rainbows
hope and want
but my page is not a machine
it was not wired up
i cannot reset
and neither can the matters of my mind
and neither the matter of you
