in the way that I see love created,
through television, books, fan fiction,
I crave something different.
I find myself wanting not
teenage love,
holding hands
and cute kisses,
they make me gag.
I find myself wanting the dirt
grime and filth that no one talks about.
I want to yell and scream,
gnash my teeth,
and bare my soul.
I want to gasp,
shudder, gulp,
hate you and make up.
I don't want cute,
and I don't want to be coddled.
I want to be challenged
and I want angry tears
and stupid harsh kisses.
I want to know that you are more than
nike elite socks
white tshirts
and stupid smirks.
I want to be more than a teenage girl
in a sweater
and boots.
I want the *****
harsh, awful love that people look down on.
I don't want Prince Charming's love,
I want Heathcliff's passion,
I want to feel our passion and our love.
but I don't want presents and flowers.
I want intelligence and arguments.
I want hands and skin,
sweat and scratches.
I want your passion,
your words and your gazes.
Nov 24, 2014
Nov 24, 2014 at 9:10 PM UTC
in the way that I see love created,
through television, books, fan fiction,
I crave something different.
I find myself wanting not
teenage love,
holding hands
and cute kisses,
they make me gag.
I find myself wanting the dirt
grime and filth that no one talks about.
I want to yell and scream,
gnash my teeth,
and bare my soul.
I want to gasp,
shudder, gulp,
hate you and make up.
I don't want cute,
and I don't want to be coddled.
I want to be challenged
and I want angry tears
and stupid harsh kisses.
I want to know that you are more than
nike elite socks
white tshirts
and stupid smirks.
I want to be more than a teenage girl
in a sweater
and boots.
I want the *****
harsh, awful love that people look down on.
I don't want Prince Charming's love,
I want Heathcliff's passion,
I want to feel our passion and our love.
but I don't want presents and flowers.
I want intelligence and arguments.
I want hands and skin,
sweat and scratches.
I want your passion,
your words and your gazes.
I really have no idea where this came from. I'm feeling dark and ****** However I feel the need to make it clear that I don't actually want a Heathcliff, he was ****** up.
