I sit here
In a cold damp
Car
Wishing from afar
Wondering of it all
What is this life
What does it mean to survive
Only to die
We all die
I want to believe
In god
In trust
In a lovely world above
But look at us
Look at people
It's evil
It's
Evil
We the people
In god we trust
It's just lust
It's nuts
It's full of ****
No merit
Made up
To suit us
Suit our needs
Make us pleased
Let's be real
Without the **** rhyming
For a moment
Look at religion
Look at god
It doesn't make sense
That I'm protected
While Palestine is not
Why do they get slaughtered
But I'm a protected daughter
So because I believe in god
In a different way
That makes me better?
Makes me safe?
Guess I'm still rhyming
But it's not ******* poetic
People are dying
Genocide
******
****
Slaughter
But because i have the better belief
I'm safe?
That's crazy
That's nuts
That's selfish
Spill my guts
Humans make up ****
Make up stories
To feel better
About our History
We call rapists and murders
The devil
We say our beliefs are better
So when we die
We'll be together
With our missed ones
That's false
That's wrong
Humans are evil
No devil needed to manipulate
Or control
When billionaires
And powerful
Have it all
They built this foundation
On lies and false hope
To maintain control
No matter where we go
We aren't meant
To know
It's all lies
And brainwashing
It's been this way
It's always this way
Since Caesar
Or before
Maybe we have better luck
With the ******* dinosaurs
Where's god when ****** came
Where's god with Palestine
Where's god with ****
And pain
It's all just a ****** stain
Still I remain
But I should maintain
The image of all this pain
And believe in my heart
That i am safe?
Because I'm more worthy
Of a supposed higher place?
The guilt
The shame
I feel
For sitting here
Trying to heal
Trying to find happiness
Crying in my car
Because life's too hard
And that's valid
It's ******* valid
My pain
My trauma
Never should have happened
Life should be better
It should be
But
Look around
it's only worse
It's not hopeful
Or beautiful
Look beneath
The surface
They did this to us
On purpose
We're weak
And ashamed
But they're all to blame
They sit on thrones
They eat our own
Drink our blood
Laugh at our fears
For eons
And years
We sit idly by
We barely cry
Keep it all inside
We wait
For God's great
Return
We yearn
His return was written
By the same people
Who are hidden
Hidden in blood
Hidden in mortal flood
They wrote the lies
So we would sit idly by
And do nothing
For eons
And years
We only have fears
It's easier to pretend
Then to understand
It isn't Satan
It isn't a demon
It's humans
Your neighbor
The politicians
The rich
The top
It's their wickedness
To never be stopped
I'm not special
I am ashamed
To sit back
And let it be this way
Humans are to blame
I believe in a god
But i also believe
He left us
Had enough
There's too many
Atrocities
Too many
Wicked
To much blood spilled
Lands killed
Barren and cold
For me to know
It's time is now
Why wasn't it before?
Where's god
When will he be at the door?
Humans
Humans
We are
We fight
And scheme
Twist
And maim
To live longer
Live better
Never together
Only apart
We do this
With no heart
For what?
For ******* what?
We die anyways
We live to die
For no **** reason why
Death doesn't give life meaning
That's just our way of denial
Living through this endless trial
We are afraid
We are terrified
To die
Heaven
Hell
Nothing
Reincarnation
All made up
Who's to say
We play
Like we truly believe
We play and distract
While people bleed
We are afraid to die
But never ask why
We are more afraid
To live
A life of love
Happiness
Togetherness
We let them lead
We are weak
But so are they
Their power
Is false
Their power is ours
Our joy
Out work
Our sweat and tears
It's ours
They stole
They cut our flesh
And drank our fears
Just to die
In the same amount of years
So why
******* why
Do we live this way
Fairy tails
And grim reapers
When we should be living
In peace
And loving deeper
Demons are here
But they aren't horned
Red
blood suckers
They are human
With two eyes
The same bones
Who can also cry
Demons can make art
They can love
And be torn apart
It's hard to fathom
But it's true
From me to you
They surround us
They are our own blood
From parental abuse
To the powers up top
Controlling and stealing
We made this life
Filled with strife
We built up homes
And heat
Yet we remain in defeat
Go back to nature
Go back to before
Money
Power
Fame
It's all probably to blame
If we go back
And still maintain
The same
Then it's us
We are to blame
And in gods name
He'll never return
Because we all
Probably deserve to burn
Feb 2
Feb 2, 2026 at 3:46 PM UTC
I sit here
In a cold damp
Car
Wishing from afar
Wondering of it all
What is this life
What does it mean to survive
Only to die
We all die
I want to believe
In god
In trust
In a lovely world above
But look at us
Look at people
It's evil
It's
Evil
We the people
In god we trust
It's just lust
It's nuts
It's full of ****
No merit
Made up
To suit us
Suit our needs
Make us pleased
Let's be real
Without the **** rhyming
For a moment
Look at religion
Look at god
It doesn't make sense
That I'm protected
While Palestine is not
Why do they get slaughtered
But I'm a protected daughter
So because I believe in god
In a different way
That makes me better?
Makes me safe?
Guess I'm still rhyming
But it's not ******* poetic
People are dying
Genocide
******
****
Slaughter
But because i have the better belief
I'm safe?
That's crazy
That's nuts
That's selfish
Spill my guts
Humans make up ****
Make up stories
To feel better
About our History
We call rapists and murders
The devil
We say our beliefs are better
So when we die
We'll be together
With our missed ones
That's false
That's wrong
Humans are evil
No devil needed to manipulate
Or control
When billionaires
And powerful
Have it all
They built this foundation
On lies and false hope
To maintain control
No matter where we go
We aren't meant
To know
It's all lies
And brainwashing
It's been this way
It's always this way
Since Caesar
Or before
Maybe we have better luck
With the ******* dinosaurs
Where's god when ****** came
Where's god with Palestine
Where's god with ****
And pain
It's all just a ****** stain
Still I remain
But I should maintain
The image of all this pain
And believe in my heart
That i am safe?
Because I'm more worthy
Of a supposed higher place?
The guilt
The shame
I feel
For sitting here
Trying to heal
Trying to find happiness
Crying in my car
Because life's too hard
And that's valid
It's ******* valid
My pain
My trauma
Never should have happened
Life should be better
It should be
But
Look around
it's only worse
It's not hopeful
Or beautiful
Look beneath
The surface
They did this to us
On purpose
We're weak
And ashamed
But they're all to blame
They sit on thrones
They eat our own
Drink our blood
Laugh at our fears
For eons
And years
We sit idly by
We barely cry
Keep it all inside
We wait
For God's great
Return
We yearn
His return was written
By the same people
Who are hidden
Hidden in blood
Hidden in mortal flood
They wrote the lies
So we would sit idly by
And do nothing
For eons
And years
We only have fears
It's easier to pretend
Then to understand
It isn't Satan
It isn't a demon
It's humans
Your neighbor
The politicians
The rich
The top
It's their wickedness
To never be stopped
I'm not special
I am ashamed
To sit back
And let it be this way
Humans are to blame
I believe in a god
But i also believe
He left us
Had enough
There's too many
Atrocities
Too many
Wicked
To much blood spilled
Lands killed
Barren and cold
For me to know
It's time is now
Why wasn't it before?
Where's god
When will he be at the door?
Humans
Humans
We are
We fight
And scheme
Twist
And maim
To live longer
Live better
Never together
Only apart
We do this
With no heart
For what?
For ******* what?
We die anyways
We live to die
For no **** reason why
Death doesn't give life meaning
That's just our way of denial
Living through this endless trial
We are afraid
We are terrified
To die
Heaven
Hell
Nothing
Reincarnation
All made up
Who's to say
We play
Like we truly believe
We play and distract
While people bleed
We are afraid to die
But never ask why
We are more afraid
To live
A life of love
Happiness
Togetherness
We let them lead
We are weak
But so are they
Their power
Is false
Their power is ours
Our joy
Out work
Our sweat and tears
It's ours
They stole
They cut our flesh
And drank our fears
Just to die
In the same amount of years
So why
******* why
Do we live this way
Fairy tails
And grim reapers
When we should be living
In peace
And loving deeper
Demons are here
But they aren't horned
Red
blood suckers
They are human
With two eyes
The same bones
Who can also cry
Demons can make art
They can love
And be torn apart
It's hard to fathom
But it's true
From me to you
They surround us
They are our own blood
From parental abuse
To the powers up top
Controlling and stealing
We made this life
Filled with strife
We built up homes
And heat
Yet we remain in defeat
Go back to nature
Go back to before
Money
Power
Fame
It's all probably to blame
If we go back
And still maintain
The same
Then it's us
We are to blame
And in gods name
He'll never return
Because we all
Probably deserve to burn
