I kiss him and it’s the first time that it doesn’t feel like I am watching my body from the other side of the room.
Watching my body be submissive
I kiss him and my body takes and wants and is
and is
and will be
i’m sitting on a park bench having a cigarette with my best friend and i don’t know i’m in love with him yet
i’m consoling my best friend as he tells me about The Girl who broke his heart and my body nods in understanding, but I don’t know why yet
it’s four am and I just want to sleep but you’re in a different timezone and you’re drunk and you wont stop texting me and it’s four am and I don’t want to sleep
it’s December and you just got back and we’re sitting at your kitchen table and our eyes are glistening and you’re telling me about your childhood but then your hand is on my thigh and you’re telling me about the Red light District and how I make you feel dangerous
And we’re laughing about that time we were so drunk we almost kissed and we’re laughing a little too much and then your mouth is on my mouth and it’s two months later and i’m crying in your car and you’re standing a calculated distance away from me and your hands are in your pockets and my hands are in your pockets and I go home biting my lip
and i go home and i am watching my body from the other side of the room
Jan 30, 2018
Jan 30, 2018 at 2:59 PM UTC
I kiss him and it’s the first time that it doesn’t feel like I am watching my body from the other side of the room.
Watching my body be submissive
I kiss him and my body takes and wants and is
and is
and will be
i’m sitting on a park bench having a cigarette with my best friend and i don’t know i’m in love with him yet
i’m consoling my best friend as he tells me about The Girl who broke his heart and my body nods in understanding, but I don’t know why yet
it’s four am and I just want to sleep but you’re in a different timezone and you’re drunk and you wont stop texting me and it’s four am and I don’t want to sleep
it’s December and you just got back and we’re sitting at your kitchen table and our eyes are glistening and you’re telling me about your childhood but then your hand is on my thigh and you’re telling me about the Red light District and how I make you feel dangerous
And we’re laughing about that time we were so drunk we almost kissed and we’re laughing a little too much and then your mouth is on my mouth and it’s two months later and i’m crying in your car and you’re standing a calculated distance away from me and your hands are in your pockets and my hands are in your pockets and I go home biting my lip
and i go home and i am watching my body from the other side of the room
