Everywhere I go I carry hurt
Whether I hurt or I give hurt
Everywhere I go I either get a ball to the face,
I fall, my emotions get played with, or someone has something to say or to Criticize me.
Everywhere I go I give hurt,
I don't mean to
But I do give it
I'm sorry, I don't mean to be toxic
I'm not crying because I fell and got a cut or bruise
I'm not crying because I'm sensitive
I'm crying because I'm losing the fight
And now I'm in fright
Because my demons are winning
And I'm here dying
Whilst still being
A demon to all
Of everyone else
A battle lost.
Demons won.
They broke me down.
Left me here like a cracked egg.
For the king's horses and kings men.
That can't put me back together again.
Jun 3, 2018
Jun 3, 2018 at 6:10 AM UTC
Everywhere I go I carry hurt
Whether I hurt or I give hurt
Everywhere I go I either get a ball to the face,
I fall, my emotions get played with, or someone has something to say or to Criticize me.
Everywhere I go I give hurt,
I don't mean to
But I do give it
I'm sorry, I don't mean to be toxic
I'm not crying because I fell and got a cut or bruise
I'm not crying because I'm sensitive
I'm crying because I'm losing the fight
And now I'm in fright
Because my demons are winning
And I'm here dying
Whilst still being
A demon to all
Of everyone else
A battle lost.
Demons won.
They broke me down.
Left me here like a cracked egg.
For the king's horses and kings men.
That can't put me back together again.
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