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The chances of being a regular chap in education I have failed to avail, I have missed I must say But there was no sign in my life of any success Anything good would have been happened... Now a days, I am suffering with super frustration What really would I do in my future, All the potential of my learning & gaining To be a standalone fellow is going to be reduced one by one! No one is at my side and nothing productive happens around me... It’s quite dark everywhere, wall and wall so high I’m almost finished and it’s hard to capture The gone wind but I am trying my best to recover... To rediscover the gap I have created by myself I am super lonely in my way of life, perhaps I am cynic... And the people I am engaged with are not so helpful and friendly All the way they act so competitively, thinking of their own only... I am in vain my lord and I know not what’s in my store really... I wish If I could get any fair chance in my country! But my lord, there are so many unfair means in social or political dealings, It’s quite ridiculous and I realize it a way out system of our society... One major thing I feel inside that I must bring myself Out from the darkness now I am bearing with me The most lashing thing is the loneliness & friendless environment all around My parents are still alive but they can’t help me as I need... Then all I do have effectively is me only, my dear roadrunners   The growing myself in me whom I did never try to find I have no one for myself except me, I was blindfolded   I start now depending on myself, better late than never... All the dreams and high hopes will reduce to dust uselessly If I leave myself if I misunderstand myself, if I underestimate myself So many occasions I did the mistakes feeling helpless , Oh me...! But in the most next minute I get the power of myself in me to live like a man Critical reality has taught me to speak to myself, it’s a chance Like a human in the world full chances to live with rice & respect I am no more helpless for I am now with myself and precisely An invisible flutist is everywhere with me as well watching me ... © 2015 Mohammad Anwar Parvez Shishir
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Aug 21, 2015
Aug 21, 2015 at 3:12 PM UTC
~Self Helplessness Re-edited~
The chances of being a regular chap in education I have failed to avail, I have missed I must say But there was no sign in my life of any success Anything good would have been happened... Now a days, I am suffering with super frustration What really would I do in my future, All the potential of my learning & gaining To be a standalone fellow is going to be reduced one by one! No one is at my side and nothing productive happens around me... It’s quite dark everywhere, wall and wall so high I’m almost finished and it’s hard to capture The gone wind but I am trying my best to recover... To rediscover the gap I have created by myself I am super lonely in my way of life, perhaps I am cynic... And the people I am engaged with are not so helpful and friendly All the way they act so competitively, thinking of their own only... I am in vain my lord and I know not what’s in my store really... I wish If I could get any fair chance in my country! But my lord, there are so many unfair means in social or political dealings, It’s quite ridiculous and I realize it a way out system of our society... One major thing I feel inside that I must bring myself Out from the darkness now I am bearing with me The most lashing thing is the loneliness & friendless environment all around My parents are still alive but they can’t help me as I need... Then all I do have effectively is me only, my dear roadrunners   The growing myself in me whom I did never try to find I have no one for myself except me, I was blindfolded   I start now depending on myself, better late than never... All the dreams and high hopes will reduce to dust uselessly If I leave myself if I misunderstand myself, if I underestimate myself So many occasions I did the mistakes feeling helpless , Oh me...! But in the most next minute I get the power of myself in me to live like a man Critical reality has taught me to speak to myself, it’s a chance Like a human in the world full chances to live with rice & respect I am no more helpless for I am now with myself and precisely An invisible flutist is everywhere with me as well watching me ... © 2015 Mohammad Anwar Parvez Shishir
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Aug 21, 2015
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